I hate him more and more everyday. The fact that, that little bitch has the guts to say she is mature and he accepts that is FUCKED UP!!! I want him to go crawl in that little hole that he wants to crawl in and die. I want him to die. I hate him so so much.
But in the end I know that if he wanted to get back together I wouldn’t hesitate to say yes….I know I wont be able to.
He makes me smile my biggest smile ever….He is so cute and changed a lot. Maybe..just maybe this one will be different. Planning on going on a date with him. It might just be something bigger and better than the one before. :):):):):)
HEHEHE Funny
Well I had a great time tonight. :) It was nice to get out and have fum with my family. I love my cousins so much. They are there for me no matter what and none of them have ever treated me like shit. I love them to death. :)
Alrighty. I’ve officially had it with guys thinking that I’m just going to open my heart up to them. No not a chance. Not so soon. I still love my ex and I will forever. The pain I am going through is going to take some time to heal. I really don’t want to date right now..all I want are friends. Period. I refuse to date for awhile. I don’t want it and I don’t need it right now. It has only been about 4 weeks that I have been single. I am not ready for another relationship. Friendship. That is all I can offer.